journey on dark waters

running away proves that you've lost the battle raging inside you. and since, i ran away, it doesn't really prove that i've lost. instead i chose not commit the biggest mistake by staying. i see eyes that reflect anger. a twisted and sick lie that tells me that i have been staying at a room full of lies. if only i listened to another lie, then maybe, i wouldn't have tried to forgive myself for something i haven't done.

believing that i have moved on, i tread on a path, weakened by lies and pain. i see a reflection upon the river of a thousand longing. i see the eyes that long to see the eyes that gaze upon the constellations in the skies. a voice, i longed to hear, but is no longer there. i used to believe that i need not saving. that i do need a hero that would sweep me off my feet. i lied to myself when i said that i have forgotten those eyes, those lips, that voice. i long for the voice that would assure me of better years to come. like a woman of the desert, i wait on the return of a once lost soul upon the dunes of waiting. deception was the only key. i cannot bring myself to give my heart to someone i cannot love...